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Right now I am watching Friends for the 900th time maybe. I know it's lame but what can you do about guilty pleasures. Anyway besides that i'v been listening so much good music these days. Here are my favorite 10 of them. Also, if you want to you can go to my spotify account tomarsman and see the list "may" and listen more there.

So i've been obessesed with 'Malibu' by Miley Cyrus. It's one of those songs when you hate it the first time you hear but then can't stop thinking about it. I think i got irritated from her voice at first when i listen to the new songs from her, but anyway the music is good. She has a video for the song where she jumps around with cute dresses and ponytails like Hannah Montana and it's actually cuuate as hell. 

And there's LP. I mean She is sooo gooooodddd. Have you ever listened her acoustic cause you should. I first heard of her from Lost on You (of course) . I don't know why she wasn't famıus before. Anyway here are my fav sıngs from the gals.

1. Halsey

2.Oh Land

3. Zella Day

4.Lana Del Rey

5.Hayley Kiyoko

6.Tove Lo

7.MØ

8.Kiaara

9.LP 

10.Greta Isaac

I would like to talk about that girl power thing too.I've been seeing sooo many people with feminist slogan tshirts on.but here's the funny thing, the people with "girl squad" or seems to believe in girl power mostly talk about other girls and how blbalbla they are alll the time. In a way bully them. Since as girls we know that , what's the point of looking like we support eachother?How can the future be female wi women being negative to each other all the time? I mean it's not just about buyİng that tshirt going to make us feminists all of a sudden. It takes time to understand the rights we should get and how we want to be treated as women and humanbeings. And act like that too. Let's really do that before making feminism a huge market for big companies. 

Anyway my favorite artist from all of these beautiful ladies is Halsey i guess. Her voice is incredible and i guess i love her style. These artists and their music is very similar i know i know.

Let me know if you know any other good indie kind of singers.

 

bu sene, ocak ayının başından itibaren kendime birtakım sözler verdim. Böyle her sene yapılan bu sene kesin yapılacaklar kaytRılmayacaklar listesi değil de daha makul şeyler. Haftada en az bir kere saçını yıka gibi. Bunlardan bir tanesi de sürekli çizim yapmaktı. Fakat farkettim ki son bir aydır ordan oraya koşturmaktan afedersiniz kıçım yarım saatliğine de olsa kanepe görememiş eve 12den önce toplasam 3 kere ayak bastığım için haliyle o verilmiş söz de daha 6 ay olmadan yerini gerçekleştirilememiş yeni yıl dileklerine bırakmış oldu. Fakat tabii ben durur muyum tekrar kendimi gaza getirmek için eski defterlerimi karıştırmaya başladım.

I was looking around internet for just fun actually, then i came by the some comments on a youtube video. A hideous man ( as personality) was saying some mean words to woman because she was a WOMAN 

Anyway what is WOMAN?

But why do people say that and why it suppouse to be an insult. Because as society says, women are vulnerable, naive, fragile or suppouse to be nice.

Actually let me tell you what is "like a girl" in this world. 

First of all you will never be able to live like a girl and be able to give life to another living being. And that's not my biggest concern as a girl (being a mom) but it is one of the greatest natural reality. And i think it is amazing being able to give someone their life. 

I mean no. Just NO NO NO. I'm not going to accept and get used  to live inside these people and these thoughts. 

Helllloloo,

Lately i've been very busy. Not rescuing the world but important stuff. Just kidding. So here's what i have been upto.

Evrencan Gunduz is a turkish singer/songwriter. My boyfriend discovered him in a Tedx talks. Then he loved him he took me to his concert and we both fell in love with him. I mean seriously we really did. He's very energetic and humble in the scene and it was a pleasure to watch him. Here's one of him Youtube videos

Although i'm talking about a concert i just discovered a new cover of a song from another artist and i wanted to share.

2. Diary of a Madman

It's a shortstory turned into a playbook written by Nikolai Gogol and played by Erdal besikcioglu. He's one of the top actors for me and i really like him. I was very affected by his performance after the play.

The story is about a man, a civil servant who is depressed about his underachivements and life. He thinks daughter of his boss is effected by him and start to fall in love with her. His diary records his slide to insanity. And believe me it was such a pleasure to watch him slide to insanity. Because the stage and the acting was soo good.

3.Artsy

Drawing and finishing a skecthbook makes me really happy. Since we live in a country that you can lost your mind and take depression pills two times in a day, everyone needs something to cheer themselves up. So this is my pill basically.

4.Cooking

If you don't know YET there are some pages that can kill you in minutes. Yeass i'm talking about tasty and alikes. Tasty is a buzzfeed page , and it is HEAVEN. I mean in real way. There are so many TASTY recipes, easy to cook and eat quickly. There's also a page called tastemade (i follow them on snapchat mostly) they have some really creative and delicious recipes. There are also Tastemade and proper tasty. These are the pages i know but i'm willing to discover so if you know any others let me know!

5.Discovering new movies ,series, books

I recently watched "A Series Of Unfortunate Events" not the movie one, they have a series now! It's like you expected, from netflix. I'm watching the 5th episode right now actually i just stopped to write this. Actually i didn't like the first episodes so much to be honest but now i can't stop watching.  I really want to start watching Stranger Things. I heard about it a lot recently.Spoiler! there are some really good actors we miss seeing on secreen.

Now don't laugh at me because i like cartoons but i love them i can't help it. I just watched "secret life of animals" and "Storks" movies. Both of them were really cute and i want to watch them again and again. And of course i watched some serious movies. Ehem. Well at least i tried. I heard about this Nocturnal Animals movie so much lately. I wanted to kill myself while i was watching. I got really bored at first ten minutes and sorry to say i stopped watching. I don't like typical Hollywood movies. I really didn't like the vibe of this movie. I don't know maybe the scenerio is very good but i guess i will never now.

Brave New World and Memories From the House of Dead were the two books i've been reading.Memories from the House of Dead portrays a Siberian prison camp. The book doesn't have a basic story there are parts like the memories from a person's head. And the Brave New World. The world is actually kind of complicated because it's a utopia born from a distopia. I don't want to give spoilers so i'm going to shut up now.

Merhabayin,
Yılın bu zamanında (karlı kara kışlar) eve geldiğimde sıcacık yatağımda ya da kanepede burnuma kadar battaniye çekip film izlemek istiyorum. Amma ve lakin ne izlesem öf pöf diye aranırken kendimi hiç bir şekilde film beğenemiyorken buluyorum. Dedim ki benim gibi aynı dertten muzdarip yoldaşlarımıza bir en sevdiğim filmler listesi hazırlayayım. Bakınız şöyle:

He bir de söylemeden geçmiyim daha çok mod artırıcı eheöhö filmler seçmeye çalıştım burada yani dram ciddiyet entrika yok pek sori. 

Turkçe filmler!

Teknik olarak, eve ilk gelince izlemeyi duşunduğum şeyler turkçe filmler olmuyor genelde ancak hazır bir liste yapıyorken dedim neden yazmıyım sevdiklerimi de

Biraz listenin amacından sapacak cunku neşeli filmler olacak demiştim bu listede ama maalesef ben 90lardaki bu depro film akımını aşırı seven biri olarak 90lar turk sinemasını çok seviyorum. Bu yuzden listenin yarısı onlar oldu. Çok komedi yok yakın zamandan ama ucuz komediden de gerçekten hoşlanmıyorum bu böyle ıyy recep ivedik şekline bi hoşlanmama değil baya baya sevemiyorum. O yuzdeen depro ama Turkish bir liste de burda dursun.

1. Bir Kuçuk Eylul Meselesi
2. Hababam sınıfı (herbirisi)
3. Neredesin Firuze
4. Komiser Şekspir
5. Organize İşler
6. Her Şey Guzel Olacak
7. Eşkıya
8. Tabutta Rövaşata
9. Masumiyet
10. Tosun Paşa
11. Çöpçuler Kralı
12. Sarmaşık
13. Kahpe Bizans
14. Zuğurt Ağa

Şimdik de en severek izlediğim diziler. Friends'i saymadım listede o zateeeen her gun izlediğim bir dizi olduğundan.

Once Upon a Time'ı ikinci sezonun ortalarına kadar izledim. Birinci sezonu kesin kesin tavsiye ediyorum. Ama gerisi bana sıkıcı geldi yarım sezon zor dayandım sonra da saldım gitti zaten.

Bu listeden sonra ne kadar bilinmeyen köşede dizi varsa onları izlediğimi fark ettim biraz ufkumu genişetin bu konuda pls.

Bu arada belgesel izlemeyi de çok çok seviyorum ancak spesifik olarak aha da şu var ya bomba diyebileceğim bir şey izlemedim henuz. Fakat Animal Planet sabahtan akşama kadar açık olunca izlerim. Bunun dışında Sovyet Rusya, Antik Mısır, Hitler ve İnsan Doğası belgeselleri en çok ilgimi çekenler. İnternette belgesel izlemek istediğinizde bir ton site var oralardan bulunabilir.
Vee itiraf ediyorum ki Paranormal olayların anlatıldığı, cinayetlerin efendime söyliyim entrikaların tavan yaptığı realityshowla belgesel karışımı olayları da seviyorum.

Bu saydığım film dizi belgesel turlerını seven bilen varsa haber etsin. Ya da bu ne böyle ne alaka da diyebilirsiniz tabi. 
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